This is a conversation that has me verbally let this part of my life go. I stopped liking him sophmore year, four years after the first day i liked him. It is really funny to me how the converstation transpires. If you know who the “mystery” guy is, then good for you. If not, then this was done so that he does not get any shit or he might also be kinda upset that i posted this, but i found it funny as hell.....enjoy.

Guy: yah...sooo......what's been up besides school?
Guy: do you still go out with [ steven ]?
Me: we were on a break and now i guess we are sorting out whether or not we want to try it again, you still w/ [ her ]?
Guy: yah..it's crazy...lots of fighting and whatnot
Guy: well...more like her hitting me and me just sitting there...while she tells me how annoying i am and whatnot
Me: and you put up with that?
Guy: but that happens from time to time
Me: fun times- how long has it been now?
Guy: a year and 5 months almost so anyways
Guy: remember that one time that i went to your house...and we made out?
Me: yea i remember
Guy: that was good times i think about that sometimes
Me: why?
Guy: maybe.. i dunno why not?
Me: maybe what?
Guy: that i think about that... (i obviously do...if i remember...)
Guy: i think it's something that you've held against me for a while...probably
Guy: like....that i led you on or whatever i dunno
Guy: soo..i wanna say im sorry..but i really did like it..a lot yah sorry
Me: its ok
Guy: any thoughts?
Me: well i mean- i remember that i used to have the hugest crush on you since like 6th grade and you knew it
Guy: yah well...i didn't know directly..i sort of knew.. i had an inkling
Guy: haha
Guy: did you ever tell anyone about that?
Me: and when you came ove rmy house i had to decide who was worth more to me- my bf at the time or someone that i liked for four years... and it turned out that i chose you- i had to tell chris about it because i became a cheater and i had to tell my bf and i needed someone to be by my side
Guy: chris who?
Me: it all turned out for the best though cuz my bf at the time also cheated on me- he is just an ass cuz i didnt know until after two weeks of him calling me names nad wanting me to ask him out again- that was a funny ordeal, did you tell anyone?

Guy: no..i dont think
Me: i guess i was in a position in where i had to tell someone to get advice
Guy: at the time i had a girlfriend...but the whole thing was just a joke..like it was for fun or whatever
Guy: she was a senior that year and...we were just like...i dunno...messing around...and she didn't really care what i did..and i didnt care
Guy: what she did, so it was equal...and i never even bothered to tell her, so i dont even know what happened to her
Me: yea- whenever i do something wrong i feel
massive guilt and it affects me physically
Me: so in a way i had to tell him,so what brought this up…

 (He avoided the question)