You can do the honors

Of the next step that we encounter

I can feel my body shaking

And my heart mending from breaking

Tingles in my finger tips

Run your hands slowly over my hips

You may not be here tomorrow but we're both here tonight

Lets use our chance to make this right

I'm afraid to give up while you're afraid to give in

Kiss me once and we'll begin

My mind is racing

But it's you I'm chasing

And I long for your embrace

And that smile that lets me escape

It's so bittersweet

But it's the feeling I keep

Would you really want it any other way?

Please tell me maybe this time, you're here to stay...

Sometimes, I'm convinced I am going crazy.  Maybe I am.  But most of the time I just wish I could be open and upfront with how I feel.  I wish you could do that too.  I wish I knew where you stand.  I wish I could just tell you everything.  I have so much I would like to say to you, so much I would like to talk about.  So what do I do about it?  I write an entry in my diary basing it on the slim chance that you still read this every now and again...

I wish I wasn't so damn shy about all of this.