I dont update this thing very often, but I guess every month or so is good enough for me.

Life is good right now. And I say that sparingly. I mean, yea alot can be going on in my life that would be making me happy or content, but this is something a little different. Its a completely different change of pace, and its calming and soothing. This is something special, something awesome, something that makes me feel beautiful and wonderful. We clicked. We had a wonderful time. We've been almost inseparable since then. We have a lot of fun, we laugh about the silly things in life, we give each other shit out of love, we mellow out to dave everyday....its the most relaxing thing in the world. He tells me I'm gorgeous, he surprises me with wine after we go out to dinner, he tells his friends that he's crazy about me, he kisses my forehead, he always reaches for my hand.....we're completely comfortable around one another, thats one of the best things about this. Sounds too good to be true....and maybe it is. He drives me crazy, but in the best way possible. And I wouldnt use the word love.....but I am very much in like with him. This is one amazing, understanding, and caring friendship. Lucky me.

Everyone should take some time and listen to some songs by Belle & Sebastian....good stuff. Gin & Juice by Phish is one awesome song as well....quite hillarious. Do You Realize by the Flaming Lips is another good one....listen, listen, listen  I bet you wont be disappointed.