By the way, our Pandora station depresses me so much I'm pretty sure the next song is going to be "Everybody Hurts" by REM. I tried to only add in varieties that we both liked, and everything that comes up is just sad.

Flagpole Sitta... well played Pandora. I didn't know it could get worse. Somehow I got us some really crappy 90's songs to go with it. Awesome.

My hairdresser told me a few months ago that our hair changes every 7 years. When she trimmed a couple inches off, they came off in complete circles because they were so curly. Tonight I let my hair dry naturally and it is really curly. I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself anymore. I'm used to me with my hair slicked back against my head, tied tightly with a thick brown band, wrapped 4 times.

We all have to grow up sometime. Probably before we turn 30? I'm trying harder than I probably should. Doesn't that kinda thing come naturally? Or do we really have to work to grow up?

I've been stuck on the idea that we are born to this Earth with no real purpose. No one knows why they're here. We don't even know who decided that there should be rules. Evolution is very interesting. How did we as a people evolve for me to have these thoughts? Does that mean that some animals have memory capabilities? We actually know they do. Crows can recognize and remember faces. My rats know/knew my voice. When Stella and Layla were being put to sleep, after the injection, they both came scrambling to me. They must have known me as a source of comfort and support. Which is why I sang to them until their hearts stopped.