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Ahhh we were talking about graduation during 8th & 9th period today. I can't believe it. I was choked up during the Laguna Beach graduation, I can't imagine how I'll be at my own. The girls agree, WE WANT WHITE CAPS & GOWNS. Fuck red. But that's so little... we are graduatingggg in a little more than six months. All this that we ever knew isn't gunna be what we know any more. Does anyone else feel like we were just freshman? Sophomore year was yesterday and I sometimes almost go to my classes from junior year by mistake. It goes so fast and they always told us that and we never believed them. And I have to admit to my misjudgement because those people couldn't have been more correct. We discussed Project Graduation, how it'll be our classes' last time together. And that's so soon. And we've been with these people for at least four years, even longer with the Lawrence people. Our lives are about to start for real this time, not like how we thought they would when we entered high school. A good quote from Fight Club kinda parallels my thoughts these days... "We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off." I love so many things that I can buy now with my money because my parents support me and I don't have bills to pay. A few years from now I'm going to have to pay for everything alone. It's scary, I was never to independent. There's so much changing, it's interesting to watch how different people react to it. I don't think it's a coincidence that half the girls in my grade smoke cigarettes. By the way I'm quitting and so is Melissa. But some people are so fine with all this craziness and others let it stress them out beyond belief. I'm somewhere in the middle. But I'm still scared. And excited. And yeah back to the beginning of this, GRADUATION IS SO CLOSE.
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we had to wear white for graduation- i hated it. you can see right through it and it looks bad with your colorful dress coming right through haha. and i felt like a big marshmellow.
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11/29/2004 7:28:23 PM
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mm i still think i would like white better. wow, i am scared now bree.. [oh my love]
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11/30/2004 3:49:27 PM
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this entry made me excited but scared at the same time.. us graduating?? its crazzzzy! but bring on the marshmellows cause i wanna wear white!!! <33 [always you]
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11/30/2004 7:50:08 PM
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this year is flying by, and i was so happy to see your note :) i miss our crazzzzzzy italian class, but getting a 98 in spanish 1 isnt a bad deal. i miss you bre, we should start talking more again <3 [fortunate fool]
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12/4/2004 10:15:31 AM
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