and i wish i could go back to last Friday and make another shot at really enjoying the Witnness Fest,my boyfriend proceeded to get very drunk on Saturday,a hyper drunk whereby he acted like a 3yr old after consuming 100 fizzy cola bottles.I hate it when he is drunk,his mates were all drinking but were not acting like him.He ran away from us in the crowds afew times and i was the only one who cared enough to run after him.The others retired to the campsite,arranging to meet up in an hour, leaving me to look after him.With my top constantly being pulled up by him+after numerous apologies to angry lads whom my bf had wonderfuly managed to knock their pints over,my anger grew.i scraped him with my nails thinkin it would show him how angry i was but he was oblivious and carried on with his antics.i feel like i am married,i think im strating to feel trapped. my mates told me that when u stay in a relationship just because uve been in it to long its time to get out. But i dont want to because i love him (even thought he mawls other girls in our group when he's drunk,do u think i should laugh it off even though it kills me????_) He said sorry.

the world is a better place when him and i are happy together,today is a day that the world is not for me.