this few months have really been one hell of a rollercoaster ride for me. all sorts of emotions surging within me and it was a huge torture. alas, i'm glad that it's all over.

i think i've never been more in love with anyone than now. i really like him so so so much. he's going back in a few weeks' time though. i guess i'm just gonna try and spend as much time with him as possible. really, he's like the first guy that i feel who loves me for who i am, wholeheartedly. okay, maybe it may be a little too early to talk about love now, but who cares? i think there is a difference between like and love; i like him a lot and i'm falling in love with him now.

i seriously have no idea what's going to happen when he goes back. we've talked it out like a million times and we've each promised that we would wait for each other and that we would continue via a long distance relationship. i mean i trust him and all, but i'm still scared. anyhows, i guess there's no point in thinking so much. we'll just see where this will take us. i really really hope this would last.