I am a jealous person...it's as simple as that.  I make more of things than i should. Small things set me off and i become this needy stupid girl i can't stand to be around. It takes just a tiny thing and i feel sick to my stomach w/ jealousy and rage...i tend to blow up in peoples faces or accuse them of doing things. i don't know what makes me feel like this but i really would like to change and be a bit more easy going. My other complaint is i'm freaking uptight...and maybe even judgemental. I have a hard time just going w/ the flow and relaxing sometimes. I'm the "good girl" so to speak and sometimes i feel like i do things that i don't really agree morally with. i have put myself in several situations over the past couple of days that make me feel uncomfortable but at the same time...i'm ready to start getting out and hanging out w/ more people. I need to break free of my bubble and experience my life...cause your only young once ya know...i just wish i could have a little more involvement from one friend...yo no se. Whatever i guess....i'm gonna go to bed now...NIGHT!!!