Its easy to walk away.
Its especially easy when you have spent all of your time preparing to do just that.
When you have no real investment in the people around you, its easy to be without them.
Staying where you are is the hard part.
LIving your life.
Doing what you're supposed to be doing.
That, is what's hard.
Sometimes if feels like you're not even listening.
You beg me to talk, and when I do, you are uninterested and closed off.
I feel like I am supposed to make a difference for you, but I dont know how that could possibly be.
You wont even let me near you.
If thats how you want it, then thats fine.
Stop reaching out, if you don't want help.
Stop throwing out "love" if you dont want it back.
Its been a long while, Open Diary.