Alright so you gripe because people are turning on one another, what have you done? You scream inside because people don't care about one another, and yet you turn me away when I care? You tell me you've quit on me, why? In loving me as a girlfriend yes, you deserve better and you should walk away on that, but I'M STILL HERE AS A FRIEND. You tell me whatever and to f*ck off, but you know what? I'm allowed to have a life too. I'm not like those girls (and others) who wallow in self-pity all the time and fight with everyone. I've pulled my life together, what is so freaking wrong about that? Shouldn't you be happy for me? I'm living the way I want to, doing what know is right. you tell people to grow up, yet you refuse to yourself when it comes to me. you call me a hypocrite? i mean you no harm, i still miss what we were before all this junk, and i wish you would lay this childish fighting to the side and let us be normal again.
we messed up, i messed up, and now is the time to move on.
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Girlfriend? hmm i havnt talked to you in a while
I've been super busy too though
love you,
sha [DykeBoy]
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4/17/2005 11:06:13 PM
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I didn't write that entry with you in mind, acutually i've gotten pretty good at not thinking about you at all, you can pick your bones with me with the way i've become, but I've become the person I was destined to be, that entry was about the petty quarreling about who was gonna room with who on that trip, and everyone being all bitchy, not torwards you, I stopped thinking about you [Lifes.Soldier]
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4/17/2005 11:09:02 PM
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[Cont.] and then when you realize it's not all about you, then you'll be able to see, that i'm over you (all I have to get rid of now is the jealousy) and i'm done, you're voice has changed from the light of my day, to the annoyance of my day, I know it's not right...I wish it wasn't like this, but I admit, I did it to myself, I shouldn't have but I did.....i've gone on....be happy for me!
~Tyler [Lifes.Soldier]
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4/17/2005 11:11:44 PM
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Well freaking gah....Tyler is right about ONE thing, We all need to quit fighting so much, but other than that....No F-ign comment!! Well Angie thanks for being there when I needed you the most........G2G ttyl love you bye [Crazy_Beautiful07]
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4/18/2005 5:46:45 PM
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I want to but I need your help! hug me and i'll hug you back.....but it hurts to put my arms around you....my depression comes back, the thoughts of losing you come back.....it hurts.....you have NO clue, I'm asking for your help....as you get closer to graduation, you're becoming more b!tchy if u haven't noticed, ur getting on everyones nerves, just be yourself, you're trying to grow up too fast! [+UnDeRoAtH+]
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5/4/2005 1:02:55 AM
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