Despite the fact that my world has suddenly turned upside down, I am feeling pretty calm. I half expect my parents to change their minds. As Casey pointed out, they are pretty flimsy about their "decisions"--especially ones made in the haste of anger (as most of them are). I'm just going to lay low and wait,. I'm still so angry right now at everyone and everything though ( including myself) that I am afraid of what would happen should my dad try to apologize. (He doesn't do the apology thing well at all. It's difficult enough when I'm not wanting to scream and punch my fist through a wall). With my anger at the level it is, it would be extremely difficult to act "humble" or "bend over and take it" (which I tried to do last night but he was not giving a damn--he was too busy trying to kick me out of his life to prove himself right). I thought about just going ahead and taking it as far as they were. Not eating their food, using thier phones or vehicles, and staying in my room only because I have nowhere else to stay. I think doing this would only provoke them. I'm going to go on like nothing happened, but not arrogantly. Just being careful and being patient. I need to watch them closely though, because if I feel like they aren't going to change their minds I have to be ready to apply for financial aid FAST and let Erin (my was-going-to-be-new-roommate) know that she needs to find someone else for the house. *sighs* Just waiting...