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THE ETERNAL HOAX FOREVER MORE
Ministry of Sound


Age: 25
Sex: F
Location: Left of the middle
State: Maine

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SOMETHING BIGGER Monday, November 01, 2004

Oh how I long for insperation.

I haven't written anything really thoughtful or relivent in a long time. I used to get relief from writing, and now everytime I sit down to say anything I go blank... that or I stick to the same things.  I'm boring. That's what I've become: BORING. I don't have relivant thoughts. Is that it? No. I don't WRITE relivent or thoughtful things.

Limitations. I'm limited.

I want to be bigger than what I am, and possibly that could be holding me back. Would I know if I were? You're right. Probably not.  My asperations are largeand my will isn't worthy of even mentioning. I have no will. I quit... everything. I quit being a certain way because I'm tired of it. I want to be someone new and exciting.  Something exciting for everyone else. I feed off that.

Consistancy.

I'm bored now. I can't even amuse myself.

 

 




Let's go shopping. [Em!ly] 11/2/2004 11:23:51 AM
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