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This weekend is pretty ridiculous because it's my drill weekend, but I have 12 hour shifts from 2pm-2am Sat - Sun and then 2am-2pm on Mon. Nuts. So I went out tonight and got crazy drunk and had a kickin sweet time... and am still not quite sober, so excuse any hilarious spelling/grammar. :P I just want to say, however, before I go to sleep... that I think I like Zack a little too much. It's too fast. I am terrified. Because I already have this horrible feeling that I'm going to get hurt. But he's soooo likable and it's so hard to be slow and careful when all year so far I've been learning how to dive right in (my resolution being to take risks, if you might recall). So, all of that being said, I just like him a lot more than anticipated, and a lot more than usual after only knowing him a month, and it's really scary. Hooray for another entry about boys. I feel pathetic. See my last entry for an explanation if you are confused by that sentiment. Otherwise, wish me luck this weekend, and with my overwhelming burst of unexpected emotion for my new boyfriend. The End.
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