So here comes another stage of my life unravelling before me, seemingly inocuous and subtly.

After 8 months of holiday, now i am going to university. Honestly, I don't feel mentally prepared for it. Yes. You may outrightly point out that I am a coward if I say I am scared actually. Like two years ago, all the unfamiliarity, everything is so vague and unsure. This feeling is coming back again. I thought I would have overcome it the previous time. So it seemed that I haven't.

Family outing to red box! Two weeks ago (15th July) I went to red box with my family. My dad doesn't like singing but in the end he still gave in and joined us. My mum sang lots of teresa teng's song. She was the one who manged to persuade my dad to go! It was not a crazy k box session like what I had with my friends but it was definitely a nice and comfortable session!

Yesterday had a long msn session! I was especially touched when bao bao said "let's try to meet up at least once a week!" AWW!!! It means so much to me!

Things that I miss:

1. Definitely the old hostel! The facility in the old hostel was the best I ever seen or heard of. I miss the soft mattress and attached bathroom!

2. Old friends

3. Family (surprisingly, this is the first time I think I am having mild home-sick!)

Today I went for medical checkup. When the doctor was doing the blood test, I was like a five-year-old, covering my eyes with my hands. Then I walked around the school. (I think one year down the road, even if I am reluctant to lose weight, I have no choice.) Actually I like the school environment. Is quite cosy.