Okay so I was dating this guy names Kenneth. He was an all around great guy. We got on each other's nerves but we always had a good time. I haven't felt like this with anyone even Brandon. You all know how I was in love with him. Anyway, everything was just fine and dandy until wednesday night when he died. My world is shattered. I am lost. I am angry and hell. I want him back even though I know he is a better place, I want him to be with him right now. I want his arms around me. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This just sucks because the last time I saw him was right before he left for his soccer game.

Why did I get something to great and then it is ripped right from me? Someone please tell me because I don't know what to do anymore.