On the spot

I forget what its like anymore

To feel those care-free days sooth my emotions

As words trickle out of me

Sleep doesn't come easy to a guilty man

My failures stare back at me and mirror my self-contempt

Moving each inch just to balance

Just to get by

Deep fever dreams taunting my waking moments

Like surpressed realities

Total suffocation is what I long for

I forget what its like anymore

To feel this free, this alone.

-KyleGnosis