I don't kno whether it's the combination of my recent medicaion, weekend binge drinking, some serious depression issues, or something else, but if feel really empty inside.  This weekend can be described as a lack of control, and it has taken me a while to realize that.  While people said I was crazy, didn't act incredibly bad but wasn't a real threat to others, I feel like I'm lacking something in my sober states that lead me to do what I do drunk.  Im just tired right now. Here it is, Monday afternoon, and I'm still wrought empty of purpose. What is my purpose?