Haven't written in a while....nothing much to talk about. been a rough couple of weeks but i'll survive. things were lookign up last monday went and played some pool with a few friends from js  and made soem new ones, it was actually alot of fun. Plus have a new friend whose absolutely amazing, hes so funny, he cheers me up in even my most depressed states. He's so adorable. lol though the weird thing is we can talk for hours on end on MSN but in person we barely ever make eye contact when we see eachother. We're so shy to eachother its so different. LOL if it wasn't for MSN i would have never have started talkign to this person, which is amazing cause he is so great. That's all i've got for now  nothing much else going on. Oh except Trav has a new gf or something i was talking to her the other day she seems nice. I'm happy for him, and i'm happy that not me anymore and that it is finally, truely over. We were so completely wrong for eachother it's not funny. I truely hope hes happy with her:) it's funny cause whenhe told me i didnt feel hurt or upset or anything i was just happy for him. now i dont even feel guilty about Kyle anymore. Everything is great though messed.