The whole adoption thing is put on hold we have had way to much crap going on there is no way I could add that in to my life. Avery broke his leg jumping on the couch so that has made things a lot more difficult. We go back in two more weeks and hopefully he can get his cast off then. I am worried about the adjustment when the cast is off.

The Amery hospital sent our bill to collections and we had to pay in full, so we were stressing about that. We had to borrow the money form Chad’s mom. Ugh I hate owing people money it is awkward. I have been trying to think of ways to make money and find things to sell on craigslist. We wanted to sell Chad’s four wheeler, but it is broken right now, so we would not get much for it.

I try to get involved in things and meet friends, but I am so insanely awkward, that I act like a total freak around people, I get nervous and say weird things.

Things lately have been blah.

I tried to convince Chad to move to North Dakota for a while, with the oil boom, people are making tons of money and I thought it would be a good way to save a bunch of money and then move back after a while, but he will not go for the idea.

I am not looking forward to winter, I am already down and winter has not even started, last winter was horrible, I hope I am not stuck in the house for months again.  

Sorry to be such a downer, I am trying to think of something I am thankful for every day in November so maybe that will help to make me realize what I have and that things are not that bad. 

Oh and Avery kept saying " baby sister" the other day,  I have no clue where he got it, but I am hoping that maybe he is physic or something : )

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