Why do I write in here? when no one reads what I wright besides those that know me and that I know? I will never know.

Any way, I have glasses now so bare with me I am getting used to them.

My grandfather (my dads dad) had a nother stroke this past week and my uncle that lives with him didnt notice! How could you not? My uncle has lived with my grandfather for ever and my grandpa has has two strokes before this one, and my uncle was there when it happend.  They all are blaming this on my other uncle, (my grandfathers oldest son) yea he hasn't called in a while but maybe he wants to make amends or something I will never know what caused him to call.  I don't know that but I do know that not just a single person can cause a stroke. My grandpa is getting older and with getting older and with the stress of his newly found out cancer probley caused it, that I will never know eather. I just wish everyone in my family would stop blaming each other. THATS NOT WHAT FAMILIES DO!!!!!!! FAMILIES LOVE EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT this stress is getting to be too much to bare on my own, I am so upset with my self because I am so far away, but I am the only grandchild on my dads side that even cares! no one else does, and you have no idea how that is, how to feel like I have no one to vent to or even talk to about my grandfather, all of that side of the family blames my grandfather for something or another, but yea that might have happend, but it's not right nore healthy to hold a groudge for 25 years, that is sooo rediculous.

I need to go I am about to cry.

SapphireBlue