I am stuck here at home all dang day, I never know when my fiancee is getting out of work we only have one car, and I have alot of things I want to do on saturdays, but I never can unless I call someone, then my man gets all mad at me when I wanna go somewhere with out him! I need a job, I need money and I need a life outside of home, I love my son don't get me wrong, I just need a brake.  I want to go out with my friends and I never can, because no money, no car, no sitter. I am so stressed I am getting sick of all of this shit. I need a cig (those whom tell me no I don't, you come and live my life for a day and see if you need one at the end of the day).

gotta go got to go and look in my bare frig, for what I can make for dinner, which isn't much, but I don't eat untill my son is done.

SapphireBlue