making excuses now.. are we?
we'll see how that flies in tomorrow's light
when your eyes are glued shut
and my fingernails are painted with your blood.
open wide to your hideous dreams
you'll need all the hope you can get...
cause in the end i will make sure you're vanquished.
i remember every sound
every smile
every word
every hug
all the promises and lies.
my dear sweet nothing...
did you think i would forget?
i held a funeral for you in my heart
but memories never perish!!
i plead for your hellish soul to return to purgatory!
i cannot crack your code.
do you hold me to the promise of love...
if i can't even trust in yours???
i do hate,
and i do wish for a better story...
but if i lay in front of you in my last dieing breaths
i will tell you i love you...
and apologize for not telling you enough.
my beloved,
my unknown,
............... daddy.