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Yeah... soo..... I hate my dad. I really do. Yes of course, some part of me loves him... but that's like.. obligated love. He treats me like shit and than I get yelled at more for treating him back the same way. What goes around comes around. That's the way it goes with me. I brought it to his attention tonight that's he's paying half/half for my plane ticket to Las Vegas. He said "Why are you going there" I didn't even hold back, I said "To get away from you." See: I have this 9 aclock curfew. Which is sad, because I know 10 year olds that live by me who have higher curfews. Wow, I'm special! I an 8 year olds curfew! Goodie for me! I got in major trouble last night cause I came rolling in at 10:30 after being out all day with Max. Two words: My bad. He WAITED UP to tell me that I am ' stupid, irressponsible and grounded ' - Congratulations Courtney! Luckily, I faught this one saying "I was never informed that I had a 9 aclock curfew" So... yeah... But I am trying extra hard to get my ass to Vegas. I need to leave this place. I can't be here anymore. I'm losing any and every bit of sanity I have. Not that being in Vegas is going to you know, do anything. It'll give me a chance to dislike my mother again. Sad fact: Neither of my parents wanted my sister and me. When my sister and I wanted to leave, my mother didn't care. She said to my father "take them" my dad didnt want us. Psssh. Why do you think he left the state to begin with! If his kids mattered any to him, he would have stayed disregarding the bad things about Vegas. But nope, he moved out to WA. My dumbass followed. Seriously. If my dad was just a TAD bit more easy going, I'd have no problem. I do what he says and than some. I clean this damn house and all my chores blah blah and I still get treated like shit. Shit, all I know is that if I go down there, it's going to be fun. Quite interesting seeing as how I haven't been there in basically 4 years now. It's going to be strange .... maybe even uncomfortable... who cares. haha but my Aunt Cindy and grandma tell me John and Dylan and the whole damn gang have been asking about me so I can't wait to see all of them. Anyways, not much else to say. Nothing really happening with me. Just hanging out being bored.... but I guess those summer tap classes just went down the hole.... Meh, getting out of here is way more important. Peace yo.
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