you know how sometimes you feel like everything is perfect and no matter what happens u will always remember how you felt at that very momment?  well, i will always remember how he made me feel.  nobody was like him.   nobody ever made me feel the way he made me feel.  in a way it was sort of romeo and juliet.  neither of our parents wanted to see us together.  but we didn't die at the end.  i mean, i guess if u think about it in a deeper sense we did.  not being able to be with the one that makes you feel like you're floating on air.  i know it's probably better that we aren't together, so why can i not stop thinking about him?  just thinking of how him and i used to be when we were together.  you know when you find something special.  everything just feels so right.  but when you lose that something special, you feel lost and alone.