these pretty blue veins need to drain. the red will turn to black. the black will fade to gray. youll never be able to take back what you say. youll choke on the weight of your indecision. ill cut your heart out with the sweetest precision. ill hold it like a trophy. a good luck charm. my badge of honor. pin it on my sleeve so others can gaze in wonder. youll never be able to take back what you said. youre the beast of burden that makes my soul sink like lead. that burns your doubt into my head. youll haunt me til im dead.