i love to sit here and simmer over things i cannot control. it doesn't bother me that he has found someone else. it's who he has found that drives me insane. HER!! they met through me......they exchanged numbers and did god only knows what behind my back at MY house. i was not happy about his decision.......but i will live. i just don't think he realizes that i cannot be around him right now. no....scratch that!! i don't think he cares about how i feel. i think he is too selfish to do that. i still care for the kid, i do. he means the world to me. but i cannot see him yet.....and i especially can't see them together.

life sucks

I HATE HER!