so steven called me on saturday just to talk. i got trashed later that night and called him back. we basically just shot the shit and told each other how much we missed each other. yeah.....it was not healthy for me to do but i did it anyway. we laughed and talked about how we were going to get married in vegas and skip the big ceremonies and find a drive-thru wedding place.....which is ironic in itself because i am in NO hury whatsoever to tie that knot.