ok so i guess im not gonna go anywhere yet. man, i really wanna talk to seth but im afriad hes like sleeping or something and i really dont wanna wake him up. so i guess if he calls me then yay! if he doesnt then.. well i guess ill live. so yeah i started a story yesterday and i have decided that i am going to have to be really mad\depressed to finish it. so im saving it for another day. today is depressed\*not*sick day. (yeah thats right... im NOT getting sick.. i wont allow it) eh yeah... i guess i am gonan go to bed now. night