I just had a fantastic weekend... spent the whole weekend with Brent. I've never wanted to trust someone so much... doesn't mean I can, I'm still very very guarded, and he's commented about it.

Last night he was drinking (was actually pretty intoxicated so I don't take the comment too literally) and he said "I wish you could say you trust me" and my response was "I will, for now" and his reply was "forever".

He's just so genuine. I mean I'm scared, shitless actually, I haven't been this excited about someone in a while... and never have I been able to confidently say I think he feels the same way. He came over the other night for dinner with my family, he comes up every weekend to see me.... he's always giving me kisses on the hand, forehead, cheek or has his hand on my leg.

It's sad, but I'm so not used to this and it feels so foreign... but I really like it. I'm falling so fast and I have to make such an effort not to just shut it down because I'm so scared.

Anyways, I will write soon.... love yous!!!!!!