So I've been bored for the last hour or so
and decided to read some old entries....
And I notice I keep complaining about men and always picking the winners
Now the question is.. will I ever learn...
apperantly not... but for now I am content to stay away from all forms of humans
whom have "extra" appendages....
but as I went on I said something when I was angry like I always do
about how I'm unconscious..
Always have been and always will be
For I am only human
and resent all signs of love
But the truth is...
I do resent all signs of love...
because It seems everytime I turn around
There's me being thrown away again
by some guy that was "totally into me"
and now hates me...
after being warned I'm a bitch....
and the last one I was with..
He was such a momma's boy it wasn't even funny
so I'm done with guys for the next 2-3 years
and once I work enough for everything I want and
I know I can't be used..
I'll consider the whole dating thing again...