So I've been bored for the last hour or so

and decided to read some old entries....

And I notice I keep complaining about men and always picking the winners

Now the question is.. will I ever learn...

apperantly not... but for now I am content to stay away from all forms of humans

whom have "extra" appendages....

but as I went on I said something when I was angry like I always do

about how I'm unconscious..

Always have been and always will be

For I am only human

and resent all signs of love

But the truth is...

I do resent all signs of love...

because It seems everytime I turn around

There's me being thrown away again

by some guy that was "totally into me"

and now hates me...

after being warned I'm a bitch....

and the last one I was with..

holy hell

He was such a momma's boy it wasn't even funny

so I'm done with guys for the next 2-3 years

and once I work enough for everything I want and

I know I can't be used..

I'll consider the whole dating thing again...

until then...

I'm CELEBATE