I'm tired of fighting to hold on to the few things in my life that made me happy... it doesn't make any sense. If everyone else is happy, and I'm not, then I should just distance myself from them so that I don't drag other people down. I'm finally grown up to realize that nothing really good lasts forever, and that part of my life is over. I'm just... tired of fighting for something that's over, especially when everyone else seems glad to be away from it. Writing in here just makes me sad, and since the only person that knows that THIS diary exists doesn't use OD anymore, no one'll miss this.--Sares