Well I wanted to move to FL but I relize that I can't do it right now by myself so I will hold off and go to collage here and figger what I want to do. Know matter what I will go to FL sooner than later. Why? Because I have now really good friends here! this summer is like a long summer every year. What I mean is when I was in school and it was summer break I didn't hear from anyone ever. Then when school came back around I had everyone there everyday. Now that I am out of school it's like a really long summer break where no one will talk to me. But I am not going back so I figger going to FL is a great thing...I get to start over and not feel like I am a bad person everyday becasue I have no friends that what to keep contact with me. I know I have not been doing all that much eather with some people but I know 2 people I have been trying to hang with and everytime something comes up or I can't seem to get a hold of them. Which makes me feel like I did something to them and that's why I can't ever meet up with them. Well I don't want to say anything else because I hate computers...I feel like if I have somthing to say I need to say it in person or on the phone because you can take this hole entry mean or hateful but really it's not it's sad and hurtful. So I hope no one gets mad e at me:(

Rebecca