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I'm not insane yet, just realizing that two weeks is a really really long time. The days are dragging..........well not necessarily, just when I think about it...it's like damn it's only been 5 days...i guess that's close to 7 days which is one week. I've decided to give myself permission to piss on a stick whenever the urge hits. I'd rather just do it than think about it...thinking turns to obsessing over it. Plus I think I'd rather see a bunch of negatives then wait two weeks and see a negative. Really would prefer a positive though.
I am very aware of every twinge, cramp, sensation in my uterus. Last night I just knew my little embryo was attatching to the walls of my uterus...more than likely it was the cabbage I ate for dinner at work.
I've given up smoking, alcohol, all medication besides the very very occasional tylenol...which doesn't work so i've pretty much given that up too. I only drink one cup of coffee in the morning (which most places agree is OK), other than that no caffeine. I've been going to sleep and decent times without much problem. This is all far easier than I thought, especially when you have a reason. Not like a goal for the future, but an actual reason.
I'm content in this wait right now.....I'm hoping. Just assuming I'm pregnant and will believe that until it is proven otherwise.
Until Next time