Im pretty sure that if i didnt fall so hard and if Mike was so damn hott i wouldnt have these problems with him.

But anyways, Friday went to school, fun day kinda? i guess so, jacob is talking to me alot more now that he doesnt have a girlfriends and since i used to like him he needs someone to lean on.

After school Jaclyn came over so we could worked on our chem project, we made a video of it, its kinda gay and i dont wanna use but i donno if i should say anything? I jsut need a GOOD grade..

So after that we went to her house and she invited jon over the guy she likes and he brought two of his friends, one was kinda cute the other wasnt but the cute one was mean.

Mike called, he was with jared of course.. i told them to come over, but whenever mike is with me and its not just us he pays no attention to me. him a jared played checkers?! what the hell? so after that they left and i didnt even walk them to the door i didnt give a damn. but its like im no one when we rnt alone.. but when we are alone its so special , I HATE THIS

I went shopping today for xmas presents and after that mike called and asked y i didnt walk him out, he is such a fag im so pissed, but i keep giving in...well maybe something fun will come up 2night ill write later