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My Crazy Life
by entincelle
Location: Michigan
Age: 25    Sex : F

Here i go again on my own 12/26/2005

 

i sent dug a merry christmas on his face book last night cuz i havnt talked to him in forever cuz of jess and this is what he wrote

Doug: I hope you are enjoying your xmas. Happy new year and good luck

 

Natalie: wow u hate me that much to delete my message.
hmm i guess being nice gets u no where
oh well i hope u had a good xmas and have a good new year
see ya around

Doug: Listen I dont hate you okay, I just dont want any drama with Jessica. I know I havent talked to you in a long long time, but idk what to do. I hope your christmas goes well and I didnt mean to hurt you by taking that off my wall but it just seemed like the right thing to do. I have already hurt you enough and I dont want to contiune to drag out this pain and rip open a healing sore so just bare with me okay im trying to be nice... im sorry... but jess and I are really clicking and you know things didnt work out with you and I because of family situations and some choice actions by both of us. Im just trying to cover all my bases and not hurt anyone please realize that but regaurdless I hope your christmas is going well and you get everything you need. (even though I know you will because your family spoils you!!!!) lata

 

Natalie: yah.. sure..xmas sucks but o well
just dont use the same songs on her
cuz it hurt alot when she told me u played endless summer for her
but good luck with that
luv ya

 

Doug: Hey its a really good song and its not like I used it on you, hell you used it on me, so u suck at that arguement. and btw i dont appreciate some of the half truths or just straight out lies you have been tellin her, we are done natalie I love this girl with my whole heart and I dont need you ruining this for me as you have tried to in the past with other less significant people. But I havent felt this way about someone in so long and I dont plan on sacrificing this for anyone/thing. Her and I have been through a lot (way to much for our own good) but we have dropped our pasts and are picking up for OUR future so I would appreciate if you would just step out and let us grow, Im sorry I have to be mean but you dont give me an option you know that. You always seem to drag the worst out of me and right now you are being nothing but a drowning memory that is holding me back and making me regret everything I have ever done for/with you. So please, be constructive not destructive and have a prosperous new year

properous new year?! who says that,... anyways

 

Natalie: ok woah.. didnt mean for it to get like this
im glad ur happy
and just wanted to say merry christmas
yep sorry it was made into a big deal
cya hun

jess is such a little bitch talking baout how she wants to get back at dug how she hates him

what a whore

anyways hes an ass and last night i ended up talkin to this guy from myspace till 4 am and hes really interesting and stuff i donno maybe its something?

my horoscope said that the guy i was into at the time had holiday travel plans (TRU RYAN DID)

AND that there will be a new guy by the beggining of the year but we would hve to work it out

maybe its chris? cuz he lives kinda far

idk its just been crazy

and i have no friends anymre cuz everyone is a backstabbing bitch




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