Ok, I have been thinking alot lately about what is going to happen after college. I have been talking with my g/f and a couple other frineds of mine about this topic. We were discussing goals, and what we want to do with our lives. And my answer is of right now I have no idea...

I always thought I'd move back home and pick up life where I left it in 1995. obviously those are pipe dreams of a 14 year old back then. Of course a lot has chanced in these past 9 years. I was dead set against moving to Ohio, and for the longest time I tried my hardest not to make friends. However that changed and I am now the person I am today...

I never want to move around much. My friend Dave wants to be the adventurous type and travel and move around a lot. I am not that type I don't think, I am more of the "lets just settle down in one spot." I wasn't a big fan of moving the last time, so I doubt I would like to move around alot every so often. I have no real desire to travel abroad. I am content with just staying in the country. ANd what really bothers me is hearing people tell me about there travels and how they compare that country to here and how better it is. If I wanted to know, I'd travel to the country myself...

I really have no idea what I want to do as a career, and the only goal I have right now is that someday I want to be with the one I love forever and start a family. career wise, all i know is that I want to have a job where I can earn enough to support a family. which I doubt I could find a job that would earn me enough to live comfortably with a family in my major. I want a house with a yard somewhere in the suburbs. I never want to live in a big city. I want to live in a neighborhood where you know your neighbors, and feel safe having your kids play in the yard. I want to have a family, I guess I just want to be a provider. I honestly don't care where I live, as long as I am with the one I love, and we are happy...

I don't know, guess I am just being wierd recently since I only have roughly 4 months left to be a student and the join the working world. And I think way to much. I never thought college would end, just seemed like it would go on for awhile at least, and then "boom" it hits you, you gradute in may. to be honest I am a little worried/scared about what will happen. but enough for now...I gotta take care of some school work now. I'll write more later...