I got a some mail today. Like always it was all junk. One of the subjects read "I know I can help" and I sat there for a minute and looked at the screen thinking how the hell can you help me. I can't even do it. Then I pushed delete. I don't want to type anymore. My day was going good then stupid crap happened all cause of one conversation and a part of me feels bad and another part of me is mad cause I can't have my life back.