ooohhhhhhhhhhh my god. amanda, kellie, danny, erica, jenn bechtel and I went to Houlihan's and it was extremly good. Buffalo chicken sandwiches  are the bestest..even though amanda was anal and was like 'oh! oh! no one can order what i'm orderingggggg!"..(augh. no words to describe my frustration with her today.)

i have had the BEST  week ever so far-despite the breakdown at lou's tuesday night =/ Something's wrong with Ryan Travis and I wish I knew what it was. no that's a lie. I don't want to know what it is, I just want him to get the fuck over it or do what he normally does- and forget about it when he's around other humans. I hate how everyone puts him down and says he isnt even a human and calls him pathetic in front of me. ok, he's not the epitome of manhood, but he's my friend and I do care. Sorry? Lou made me stay at his house that night Ryan was an ass and Lou made me feel better. It surprised him that he makes me feel better..it doesnt surprise me at all.

Lou made me go to the Psychic in the junction.. i hate him for it lol  she made a bunch of romantic predictinos and stuff.. Supposedly this summer is going to be fun *wink wink* I'll have two guys: one younger with a darker complexion, and an older one who is tall thin and with a fair complexion. (it bothers me that people think 'oh! it must be ryan!!..no. fuck you all. die-ha!- she says that his friendship and the 'stuff that has yet to be settled with him' hurts me more than anything will for awhile). Sidenote: psychic said that i had 'gorgeous natural beauty =D she also said that the two will have the letter J or M in their names. not like initials JM but J or M as a first middle or last initial..diana says tache.. pft. kid hates me lol.(not to mention lil miss wood.. haha..not that gf's have been problems for me...) speaking of which..

i feel bad cause i think erica is mad at me cause derek talks to me so much. she says he said that he loves me. I don't want her having a grudge against me for something i didnt do. if everyone that had a bf that liked me a little bit hated me..i'd have no friends!! lol j/k

i have to babysit for jenn thomas today. fun fun nicholas likes me..but he is, as most three yr olds are ,fickle and decides that one minute he likes me and the next he wants to throw his trian set at my head.. pms for toddlers. *shrug* who knew?

i know i had something to really write about ..but i dont know what it was..

i think everyone is getting sick of me. i hate when i get this feeling. =/

i hate that no one even reads this anymore. everyone and their stupid lj and dj and  ..xanga.. no one pays attention to this .. never really did lol.. why am i surprised??