Wow I'm so pathetic... no really, i have sunk to a new low. So that guy, the coworker that i was talking about who liked me. The one who talked to me like he liked me, asked me to hang out with him like he liked me and was always close to me like he liked me... the one who i didn't like and was awry of everything...
Well i believe he likes someone else, how can you be all over me, and obviously all over me as in everyone saying that we should hook up cause he obviously likes me and then he's all over another girl right in front of me. Not any girl, a really close friend, someone we both work with. All grinding up on her and making an effort to always be with her. I mean to be honest he's the type of guy that does that to every girl, you know one of those flirts and really it didn't bother me cause i knew he didn't like the girls, they were friends (plus they all had bfs haha) but this girl, she's single, and it was just different with her, like a real effort was put in.... right in front of me.
And not only that he tried to hook me up with one of his friends... what the hell??? and a scuzy friend too. I was angry, what kind of friend does that... especially when he's acting all like he likes me. OH man did he ever hurt me the other night. And the thing that is pathetic is i didn't like him, and you know what this is probably why... i knew he'd hurt me, so why fall when you know you are going to get hurt. But all in all i'm pathetic. I'm letting some guy who doesn't mean anything to me... or so i thought get the best of me and ruin me.
But really what guy does that... the player kind right? I must be really good at attracting the wrong kind of guys, at least now i'm sorta able to weed them out, but me and him were starting to hang out more, we had deep convos, it was kinda more like a close friendship that maybe one day could've developed but that was just all thrown down the drain. I'm not going through that again, been there done that, guy going for my friend and tearing my heart to pieces.
Aw well just had to vent, things are just not going my way these days.
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed. I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been