have you ever felt like you lived in a dream, like you have lived this day before. Well that is how i always am. i am sick of this life. i want a change. I want to live in  a place were your family was not a big facter in the every day life. i mean think about it, everywhere i go in this town someone knows me as Joes sister. why can't they all know me as Anna i mean how hard is it to act like i am human. i mean i am different from joe.. A lot, I hate that i live in a town where if u have the right name you are completely okay.

I was talking to my friend Jenn and i guess that the reason one of my best guy friends stopped talking to me was because of a stupid rumor.  This is what i sent to him online

Kyle. I was wondering why some stupid ALEX rumor would make you stop talking to me.. i don't know what the rumor was.. and i don;t really care, but i think it is sad that you stoped caring because of some stupid little rumor.. you should know as well as anyone else who grow up in Alex that 99.9% of the rumors are made up.. i hate that is has turned to this. But i guess it has.. i wish you would talk to me about this maybe we could fix it.. but it is no longer up to me.

Is it Good.. i think it is.. But i am always weird.

Love

Anna