k... read her diary... was shocked... was stunt... wanted to leave a message... but i couldn't even if i wan... there's no "leave a note" tab there... so no one would be able to leave a note... she says tt ppl starting to concern her now is abit too late... very fake...

only knew tt she's has lots of down recently... duno wat happened... remembered tt there's once she put a "sad" as her msn nick... asked her wat happened.... she replies me vaguely?... im sad becoz im sad... haix... oso duno how to dig her out to talk... so nvr went digging in more abot her...

few days later, she's fine... i mean the nick... tt's the only clue i noe whether she feeling ok or not...
den her diary went in Bold and big letters... oso duno wat happened to her... ask peixuan... den only noe tt it's something abot her bf and her...

nvr see her online or so... juz seems tt she's gone or busy... den she came online again... i was watching tv, taking break... den i came to msn... saw her, chatted wif her... she's fine... at least to me... the way she typed... only noe tt her house warming party isn't tt fun...

my tv resume, so i went to watch... my habit... my fault...

already missing weibin's flight made me think whether am i a "friend" enuff??... now this... made me even thought more... aunty... am i a "friend" enuff to u??? im not sure... coz i always thought i am... it's weibin tt i befriended recently... so tt makes me think tt im not "friend" enuff...

i did not choose a tv den to you... i do not noe wat happened to you when u seems so ok... if u put the "sad" again... tell ya... who would be watching tv? think the game playing psn would oso stop and listen to ya... dear... in this cyber space... sometimes only nicks like this, ur way of typing could reveal your feelings... den the suay thing is i cant get ur typing feeling...

it's not abot u foolish... it's a depression stage... i noe tt u're depressed... speak, or type it out... rarely seeing you now online... i couldn't know how are u doing... the least i noe is tt everytime u're online, i sure got chat wif ya... u're a friend i considered...

"he takes friendships seriously wor... (as mentioned in my last testimonial)"

"someone who's really zhong4 gan3 qing2 n takes friendships seriously!!"

remembered these??? it's wat u wrote for my testimonials in friendster...
so now what? is it you dun believe in me? or u no longer believe in wat u wrote for me?

juz wana tell ya... care and concern is wat i wanted too... but sometimes... we juz couldn't get... it's either there are none... or we stopped it from coming... the past me... i stopped it... u came and the door is opened again...

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