how many times have i stand afar looking at her... how many times have i made myself to wait for a psn...

what is the feeling of waiting? what is the feeling of loving her, yet i cant say out...

all these feelings, i believe i really really been through alot... but yet... i juz still have to carry on...

i haven been seeing her for a long long time... i juz hope tt i can see her again... and i have my chance... actually was planning on going to watch a movie wif my friends at the east side, so was hoping she can join too, since she said she oso wana go before...

i tried my best... but it's no use... her timing was matching... and i cant convince her to join...

haix... is tis called fate? or destiny?

the chance was given to me... i grabbed it... i tried... but chance juz went away juz like tt...

~fate is a bridge that creates chance for those who are destined together to meet...~

is that chance juz a fake dream again...?