Michael Jackson got off scott free!!!! Just goes to show that you can go rape lil kids but if you have a wad of cash then you are not guilty! Fuck that! I think that if you molset children or rape ANYONE that you should be hung from the highest tree, no lie.

Sometimes I think that things are such bullshit. Like today for example: Okay I was at my friend Sarah's house and we were going through her email. Well her and Eli are sorta friends and he used to ask her for advice *I think he quit when he realized she told me EVERYTHING he said* and it was back when he liked a chick named Jessica. WEll he'd written her this huge long email sayin' that she was the perfect girl for him and yada yada blah blah blah.... I was like oh you muthufucker! He wont even tell me he freakin' misses me but Jessica is a perfect freaking angel! yeah well screw this!!! He jsut doesn't WANT to show affection to me!!! Fuck that shit! UGGHHH Its been so long since I've cussed really bad but boy am I PISSED!

That's so screwed up. I don't know wtf does he want from me?! I'm not Jessica, I'm not Ashley, and I'm not any of those other girls he's dated, and unfortunately for him I'm not in Wyoming so i can't really do much! I don'tknow wtf he wants or how I'm supposed to make him happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've liked him since I was 8 but I just can't take it!!! I'm about to just telll him DUDE YOU NEED TO GET THE STICK OUT OF YOUR ASS AND REALIZE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!

OMG GET THIS: On his xanga he put this thing up of 5 things he likes... he put a pic up of some couple i dunno who they were, cats, a football, and a dodge viper. Guess who wasn't up there tho. Yep. Not me. Not his GIRLFRIEND! A dodge viper and a football came before me. That's soo messed up.

What do I do? What do I say to him!? I can't talk to him about this because then I'll think every time he says something nice to me its not sinsere? So Its like wtf?! I QUIT!!!

I NEED ADVICE HELLLLLPPPP