im so sad right now.. adam moved today.. and i was his ride... i was kinda glad it was snowing out bc it just meant it took longer to get there... i miss him so much like its weird i just wanna cry bc he isnt here with me right now.. i mean, i have to sleep alone tonight and i have slept next to him for the last like 4 or 5 nites now so its gonna feel so wierd.. its even weird being in my house bc he isnt here with me.. i like him so much and like i feel so alone right now since he isnt here.. is this like a sign that is telling me that i love him or wut??? well i guess i just have to play it out.. i mean im gonna go see him every weekend and the weekends i dont go he is gonna come here.. and then this summer if we r still together we r gonna get a place inbetween where he lives and ill be going to school... i hope we make it.. i hope this relationship works out.. i have been through so much that i really wanna hold on... i mean he seems so good for me.. he makes me so happy and he makes me smile and my cat loves him!!! LoL! i dont know i just wanted to get that off my chest cause i havent been able to say it out loud.. thx for listening to a another day in dollys life!!!

bye

me