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Okay, so I know I have talked about Love and it's many different forms more than once in this diary, but the learning just never seems to end, and I like that. I like it a lot. Well, quite frankly, I love it. My love life has been a constant uphill battle, more of with myself than anyone else. I look back on it all the time, and even though much of it is painful, it makes me appreciate the experience even more. It has made me who I am; the strongest of hearts and the most passionate of souls. I see that had everything been as simple as boiling a pot of water, I'd probably be one of those types who is convinced that the word 'perfection' and their name go together like peanut butter and jelly. Moving on to the purpose of this entry. It is simply to thank someone. Well, it's kind of a complicated 'thank you' actually. You know, the type that has the perfect words floating around in the depths of the brain, but when it comes to saying them, it is virtually impossible, even though you want them to know how you feel so badly. So, having said all of that, Jason, I want you to know that there has never been another person that has stood as firmly beside me, as I have stood by them. I never thought there would be anyone out there who I could say knows me better than I know myself. Who knows what I am capable of doing when I don't think I can do it. Who knows I want to have it all, and tries to make every one of those wishes come true, even if it meant giving up his right arm. Who needs me just as much as I need him, and loves me a little more everyday. But most of all, someone who looks at me and sees their entire world standing before them. I may not show it all the time, but you mean the world to me, and I don't think I could carry on without you in my life. I told you early on that you were my everything, and you still are almost a year later. I love you, forever and a day. Laugh and cry
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