I have to say that being at the TAP initiation the other night was one of the strangest feelings I have had in a while.  Besides, Randy seeming to be hitting on me from time to time.  It was a very surreal experience.  I know that I graduated and my life has gone on, but for a few short hours I missed EVERYTHING from college.  I think for a moment I might have missed Laura even.  It was so great to see Kelley.  I miss that woman like no one's business.  I spent 4 years going to classes with her, doing shows, and just hanging out.  It's not that I didn't do that with anyone else, but she was going through it all at the exact same time as me.  I walked across campus with her, Ryan, Michelle, and Randy that night and realized we aren't different.  We all want to be happy and we let one issue seperate us all.  I'm not saying that Micheal wasn't a good reason to dislike certain people.  I regret not talking to people about what was going on, getting to know them and how they really feel about what happened.  I can't change the past, but at least I can learn from it.  *sigh* I went to college for an education and I'm still learning lessons a year later.  Hey, maybe FC was good for something other then being the place that I met my best friends.