Haven't updated in forever, but my parents bought me a laptop for grad, so I figured might aswell update... Nothing else to do on the computer haha. I bought speakers for my laptop and it is pimp..

So what's new with me you ask? (I wish) haha, anyway I'm going to school U of A baby! So pumped. I'm so glad I'm going to school and working on ME and what *I* want to do with my life rather than following Spencer whereever he goes. And yeah, Spencer is back... I think that while he was gone I gained a great-needed sense of independency so I'm thankful for that. I have become nearly heartless, but mostly promiscuous. Not really, but I wish I would have updated more... Because while he was gone I started seeing other people...

Lets start with Justin... The "Spencer look-alike" as I was told (it's not true!). Moved here in the Army from Ontario. He was cute in a 12-year-old boy kind of way, he had a gap between his two front teeth and a minor lisp. At first I thought it was adorable until I started getting to know him... He was kind of a douche, the kind of guy that I would never talk to in high school. I didn't realise this until I started hanging out with him and his friends... The way they interacted just made me realize what a douche he was... I started liking his friend Andrew... But we'll save that for later. So Justin was a sweetheart, who called me sweetheart. He was very cuddly and touchy feely even in front of his friends, which I wasn't 100% comfortable with... He moved here to get away from his family, which was nearly parallel to my family life.. And he had a psycho ex-girlfriend (go figure). Actually when we first started seeing eachother he was dating her... Anyways, I was starting to realize that Spencer was going to be home soon and I'd have to break it off with him. He supposedly really liked me and wanted to convince me to stay with him over Spencer... Ha! So one weekend after my friend Kayla turned 18 we decided we were going to go party out of town and rent a hotel room with Me Justin, his friend Jon and Kayla. So kind of like a double date... Well while we were there I got a message on facebook from Spencer (that I have go straight to my phone.) It was all lovey dovey and faithful.. I felt guilty as hell and started getting distant. Well I tried to make the best of it, we went to the hotel and started drinking... Everything seemed to be going ok... But I really didn't want to be there and I felt guilty as hell. So yeah I was like I said, distant. And me and Kayla had decided earlier that we'd share a bed and Justin and Jon would share a bed.. Drama started going down with Jon and Kayla because of some bs... Anyway long story short Jon and I were having a heart-to-heart about how much I loved Spencer, and also how awesome they {kayla and justin} were. So little did we know Kayla and Justin were having a heated conversation in the bathroom, which led to them making out.. Yep. So Kayla told me the next day after we dropped them off and I actually laughed my ass off. Text Justin telling him to never talk to me again, and yeah, I was free from guilt and ready for Spencer to come home until...