I had my first ultrasound today. And now it's real. I am going to have a baby. I am going to be someone's mom. I'm so excited!! We saw the maternal-fetal specialist today for early screening for Downs Syndrome and a few other things. Everything is normal.

I saw the baby's perfect little nose and heard and saw his heartbeat. He broke the DVD recorder thing so we had to redo it and by that time he was standing on his head and kicking like crazy. He's too little for me to feel it yet. He kept putting his hand to his mouth. It was amazing.  I'm in love.

So we don't know if it's a boy or a girl yet... we won't know for about 2 months. But I think it's a boy so I'm calling it him until I find out otherwise. I just don't like saying 'it.'

Robbie and I are doing better. I'll update more on that when things are finalized. I'm still pukey a lot... at night mostly. But I only throw up about once a week now. Hopefully that will be over soon. I'm not really showing, yet my pants don't fit.

- 12 Weeks, 3 days

Currently watching : Holes (Full Screen Edition) Release date: 23 September, 2003