I never thought that things would be the way they are now. I never thought my life would contain the things that it does. If you had asked me a year ago what I'd be doing now... my answer would have been NOTHING like reality. I'm not saying it's a bad thing. It's not. I'm quite happy, really. It's just that I never would have pictured myself being happy any other way than what I once was. Things get screwed up. Life throws curveballs and changes things faster than you can blink an eye. Enjoy your life from day to day cuz tomorrow it could be totally different. And even if totally different is just as good or better than what it is today, you don't want to find yourself regretting saying something or not saying something to someone you no longer see. Or doing something or not doing something you can't take back or can no longer do.
To all my friends... I love you all and I want you to know that... No matter where life has me landed by next year, I will always owe my strength and my love to you.


.::And now the stars aren't out tonight, but neither are we to look up at them. Why does hello feel like goodbye? And these memories can't replace these wishes I wished and dreams I chased. Take this broken heart and make it right::.