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Last night I smoked 2 bowls with Erin & Sara. Then I smoked an entire bowl (in one hit, mind you) by myself... it was the craziest thing ever. THEN, Sara & I did a line. My face still hurts form laughing. My cheek felt like someone injected it with novacaine and it was going to melt down my chin. I'm so fucking serious. I've never had a high like that before. I think it was because I was mixing drugs, and big quanities all at once. Holy shit. I STILL feel a little off, and now here I am drinking Vodka&Cranberry... my staple diet. I missed all 3 of my alarms this morning, my mom calling twice and didn't budge for the first time until 11:45 this morning. Mind you, I start class at 7:30 am and go until 1:00. Fuck I missed class today. Totally not cool. I went searching for a job again today, and came home depressed with nothing again... And instead started drinking my signature drink. And I'm so h.u.n.g.r.y. Meagan just came home with pizza for us and I'm going to have to give in. I know I shouldn't though. I've lost 6 solid pounds in a week, but I'm still enormous. I like to tell people it took 2 weeks though, so no one gets suspicious. Besides, it isn't even very noticable, I still look the same. :( I'll probably meet up with Erin again tonight and who knows. Anyways, time for something more fun... List the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.
-sex and the city(which is even better with the above) -ellipticals
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